[ maya thinks nier is too young to die, too.... but this is why she kept it a secret.... she didn't want to hurt him, or anyone. but she couldn't stand to hear him talk about himself like that ]
[ (she's a hypocrite) ]
... Good. You have to get back to her, no matter what. [ there's real relief, here ]
You saw that memory of mine, right? The trial, where I was in a cage? Well, it ended with me being thrown into the fire.
[ maya expected it, but.... she just feels guilty. that seems to be a running theme with her. ]
[ it's still such a shock to her, too, that people get so angry for her sake. the only person who really went to bat for her like this... was phoenix. ]
[ it's really touching. but she doesn't really feel like she deserves it. ]
Well... I'm alive right now, so I'm going to make the most of it.
[ the vibes here are.... bittersweet. happy, loving, but she misses mia so much nier can feel it himself ]
Really, really incredible! She's the strongest person I've ever known.... and so smart, and everything. You remember Nick from my memories, right? She was a lawyer, too, and she taught him everything he knows. She even bailed him out a bunch of times after she died.
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[ she'll get to all that in a second but-- ]
Are you talking about yourself?
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[ Congratulations, Maya!! Though this wasn't something Nier was hiding at all. ]
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So am I.
[ surprise matchsies!! this was something she was hiding, actually. ]
And I think your life is something that should be valued. I'll... do as you ask, but.... I want to ask you the same thing.
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... I don't plan to die. My sister is waiting for me at home. [ Which is why he needs that wish, but— ] Maya.
How?
[ You're young. shut up nier you're only like 3-4 years older. ]
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[ (she's a hypocrite) ]
... Good. You have to get back to her, no matter what. [ there's real relief, here ]
You saw that memory of mine, right? The trial, where I was in a cage? Well, it ended with me being thrown into the fire.
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Of course he’s angry. There’s a deep well of rage. ]
That’s… Unfair.
[ He feels even worse that he can’t do anything about it, so he has to accept it. Somehow. Some way. ]
We’ll get you back.
[ He has decided?? ]
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[ maya expected it, but.... she just feels guilty. that seems to be a running theme with her. ]
[ it's still such a shock to her, too, that people get so angry for her sake. the only person who really went to bat for her like this... was phoenix. ]
[ it's really touching. but she doesn't really feel like she deserves it. ]
Well... I'm alive right now, so I'm going to make the most of it.
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... The present is the most important. [ Though Nier would prefer Maya to look forward. ] What did you see back there?
[ On the trip because he knows Maya left to help him instead. ]
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[ he's right, though, and he should say it ]
.... My sister.
She's already dead, though.
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[ He's weak to family. He really is. ]
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Really, really incredible! She's the strongest person I've ever known.... and so smart, and everything. You remember Nick from my memories, right? She was a lawyer, too, and she taught him everything he knows. She even bailed him out a bunch of times after she died.
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Then confusion. ]
... How does she do that after death?
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You know how I'm a spirit medium, right? In training. Well, I channeled her spirit to help Nick out.
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Oh—so you actually can talk to the dead? That isn't... Fake?
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[ maya is hurt by that, though it doesn't show on her face at all ]
No, it's real. Channeling spirits... I can call her spirit into me, for a little bit. To give her a chance to bail Nick out when he's in a pinch.
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[ There's a sense of awe since Nier comes from a world where the dead is dead. There are no buts whatsoever. ]
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Yeah... she really is amazing.
If she were here, we'd be done and gone with this lousy place already.
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... I'm sure she's watching over us, at least. I want to think everyone is.
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[ maya wishes she could reach her, there's a pretty deep melancholy feeling here ]