[He can make a guess. No one being "forced" to raise a child was going to give them any real attention. He can imagine Maya faced with her fair share of turned backs, too. The family was at odds. Probably fighting over inheritances. Maybe only certain people got the medium powers. Maybe they were passed on. People treated family name as something so important, after all. Nobility. Rank and status. All something worth fighting over. Worth tossing people aside over.
He's not sure what to think about Maya being the way she is now, still basically a child, and having anything in common with the way he was raised. Doesn't that just prove his point? If Maya can be better, despite her circumstances, but he's still like this, he really must be...]
If you can go through all that and come out as normal as you are, there really must be something missing in me, after all. [He'd always figured it must have been a product of how he was born, how he was raised. But maybe not. Maybe he didn't have anyone else to blame.]
I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about if things would have been different if I'd been born like Yuusaku. If I could have been a whole person, then. [Legitimately, to parents that loved eachother. Imagine that.]
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He's not sure what to think about Maya being the way she is now, still basically a child, and having anything in common with the way he was raised. Doesn't that just prove his point? If Maya can be better, despite her circumstances, but he's still like this, he really must be...]
If you can go through all that and come out as normal as you are, there really must be something missing in me, after all.
[He'd always figured it must have been a product of how he was born, how he was raised. But maybe not. Maybe he didn't have anyone else to blame.]
I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about if things would have been different if I'd been born like Yuusaku. If I could have been a whole person, then.
[Legitimately, to parents that loved eachother. Imagine that.]