There's no way around it. Although my reasons are personal, his existence is still responsible for the revival of a dangerous demon. In order to secure the dimensions' collective safety, he needs to be quelled.
Mm. . . . That's probably not going to be enough until this is all over.
But it's not about how hard you punish yourself. If you think only about the blood on your hands, you'll lose yourself to that which can't be washed away. At the end of the day, you have to come up with a way that lets you live with yourself as you are now.
... I know. I intend to see this through until the end. [ that much, she can promise, though the guilt has seeped into her bones ] I won't give up for anything. So don't worry about that.
(And then, after I'm done here..... I'll accept my fate.)
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[ why is her so much of her found family here on a vengeance crusade like damn ]
... You're planning to kill him?
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Well, if he's really that dangerous...
(I just don't think that will bring you peace...)
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I wronged my brothers that day. This is the only way I can right that wrong.
[We were meant to protect the world together. Since they're no longer here, I have to do what I can in their stead. Then, once that's over . . . ]
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.... I understand. But I hope, once you've done that... you can let yourself heal a bit.
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[ she's sulking ]
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[His gaze falls on the box sitting on the coffee table.]
I decided that I'd forgive myself the day I make things right.
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[ but ]
I think you deserve forgiveness now, Mr. Sieghart. You couldn't have known.
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[He faces Maya.]
But you know what I mean, don't you? . . . The hardest person to forgive is yourself.
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Yeah... that's true.
[ she's in no position to talk, really.... ]
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I seemed to have dredged up a bad memory earlier. How are you feeling?
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[ it's sieghart, so ]
I don't know. [ that's as honest as it gets, really ] You're.. not mad at Kainé, right?
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[ maya does wonder if it's the same for everyone ]
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(that's what Tsuyu wanted, too... )
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I think.... I'm sure she's already punished herself more than enough.
[ don't perceive her ]
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But it's not about how hard you punish yourself. If you think only about the blood on your hands, you'll lose yourself to that which can't be washed away. At the end of the day, you have to come up with a way that lets you live with yourself as you are now.
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(And then, after I'm done here..... I'll accept my fate.)
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His smile fades into wary curiosity.]
What fate is that?
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(....)
I don't want to upset you...
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Maya, are you . . .
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... Sorry, Mr. Sieghart.
[ looks like he's figuring it out, so there's no point in playing coy ]
I was... executed, right before coming here. That's why I freaked out so badly, when we first met....
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