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Maya "worlds MOST tragic orphan" Fey (
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08:13 pm
cat all... get it... cat all
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feytality
2021-07-02 03:04 am (UTC)
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[ tries to reach out to her again ]
Sorry..... you shouldn't have had to see that, on top of your own memory....
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supercatty
2021-07-03 12:37 am (UTC)
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[this time. . . Catra allows for it, though she's a bit stiff under that hand. but she notably doesn't pull away!!]
. . . stupid. Don't--
[a sharp exhale]
It's not like you should've seen mine, either.
[not for privacy reasons, but-- experiencing Catra's awful mother figure on top of her own??]
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feytality
2021-07-04 10:47 pm (UTC)
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[ maya's first instinct is always to apologize ]
[ she swallows, though ]
It's... stupid... but.... I just wanted her to love me.
[ she'd only admit this to catra, who gets it ]
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supercatty
2021-07-05 03:41 pm (UTC)
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[jesus christ. why does that feel like a knife is suddenly being plunged into her chest and twisted around to amplify the pain>]
[. . .]
[she steps towards Maya, gaze still affixed on the ground]
It is stupid.
[but it's more self-mocking than, you know, an insult hurled at Maya]
. . . because no matter how much I tried, she never-- she wouldn't. . .
She'd always pick Adora over me.
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feytality
2021-07-05 05:37 pm (UTC)
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[ maya drifts closer, putting both hands on catra's shoulders. ]
[ she swallows, hard, to bite back her own tears, but quietly: ]
You deserve to be loved, Catra.
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supercatty
2021-07-08 01:37 am (UTC)
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[shuts her eyes tightly, shoulders hunched. but despite the urge to shove Maya away, she-- she doesn't]
I
don't.
[she spits out those words, voice strained]
Not after everything I've done, so don't-- don't go saying that when you don't. . . you know
know.
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feytality
2021-07-08 05:27 am (UTC)
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[ catte... hug... incoming ]
That little girl deserved to be loved. I don't know your history, but.... Adora believes in you... and you haven't given me any reason not to believe in you, either.
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supercatty
2021-07-09 01:09 am (UTC)
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[puts her hands on Maya's shoulders, preparing to shove her away]
[. . .]
[but. . . again, she. . . doesn't, arms falling back to her sides. but she isn't exactly returning the hug, either]
Adora's-- stupid.
[so, so stupid, for holding onto her, for going back for her, for not abandoning her after everything she's done]
You'd feel differently if you knew half of the things I've done. Even one-
fourth
of them.
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Sorry..... you shouldn't have had to see that, on top of your own memory....
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. . . stupid. Don't-- [a sharp exhale]
It's not like you should've seen mine, either.
[not for privacy reasons, but-- experiencing Catra's awful mother figure on top of her own??]
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[ she swallows, though ]
It's... stupid... but.... I just wanted her to love me.
[ she'd only admit this to catra, who gets it ]
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[. . .]
[she steps towards Maya, gaze still affixed on the ground]
It is stupid.
[but it's more self-mocking than, you know, an insult hurled at Maya]
. . . because no matter how much I tried, she never-- she wouldn't. . .
She'd always pick Adora over me.
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[ she swallows, hard, to bite back her own tears, but quietly: ]
You deserve to be loved, Catra.
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I don't.
[she spits out those words, voice strained]
Not after everything I've done, so don't-- don't go saying that when you don't. . . you know know.
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That little girl deserved to be loved. I don't know your history, but.... Adora believes in you... and you haven't given me any reason not to believe in you, either.
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[. . .]
[but. . . again, she. . . doesn't, arms falling back to her sides. but she isn't exactly returning the hug, either]
Adora's-- stupid.
[so, so stupid, for holding onto her, for going back for her, for not abandoning her after everything she's done]
You'd feel differently if you knew half of the things I've done. Even one-fourth of them.