[catchall for sieghart]

[feytality]

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[feytality]

[ her feelings aren't important right now!! ]

I don't think watching people is the same as actually being with them.....

[ercnerd]

I did wish that I were there, but at least I knew how you were doing on the surface. You guys didn't have that luxury.

[feytality]

Can you tell me about it, now...? I'd love to hear what you were up to, as long as you don't get in trouble or anything.

[ercnerd]

Hm . . . We had extra credit assignments and weekly activities. When we weren't watching the trials and expulsions as a group, we played games.

[feytality]

That doesn't sound too bad. You had lots of applesauce and animal crackers, too, right?

[ercnerd]

They were all we had until we gained access to the kitchen. Then we had a party with those strange brownies . . .

[feytality]

Strange.... brownies?

[ ??? ]

[ercnerd]

. . . Leo made them. I couldn't stop laughing.

[feytality]

[ ?????????? ]

Did he put something weird in them?

[ercnerd]

He must have. There's no way anyone could've been that happy after eating a few brownies. It wasn't just me, either.

[feytality]

Weird......

Oh, how did the message work? Did you get my origami?

[ercnerd]

Origami?

I received your drawings. They were cute, by the way.

[feytality]

I tried to send you guys origami.

[ sad that it never made it... ]

I'm glad you liked them. Thanks for the nice things you said in your letter.

[ercnerd]

[He wonders if the black crane in the box is her doing.]

I didn't write much, but that's because I did say that we'd talk in person. And I didn't write them to be nice.

[feytality]

It's funny... I had so much I wanted to tell you.... But now that I actually see you...

.... I can't remember any of it....

[ercnerd]

. . . Is that the only thing you don't remember?

[feytality]

What do you mean?

[ercnerd]

[He leans back in thought.]

You don't have to tell me now. If it ever comes to mind again, just tell me then.

[feytality]

.... Oh, well... Mostly I wanted to tell you about everything happening, but... You were watching anyway, right?

And I regretted not asking more about you. I wanted to know about your hopes, and dreams, and fears...

[ercnerd]

My fears? Why would you want to know something like that? . . . Besides, you've already seen it.

[feytality]

.... I never really asked you about it.... But to be honest, I do want to know... If you don't mind telling me.

[ercnerd]

[Didn't he say that he didn't want to talk about it then?

But Maya told him about hers. Sieghart rests his head against the back of the couch with a sigh.]

. . . There isn't a distinction. My hope, dream, and fear are all the same. I want to avenge my brothers who were killed.

[feytality]

[ yea and she didn't press!!! but she kind of wants to know now ]

Oh... I'm sorry.

[ no wonder he and sakyou vibed ]

What happened to them?

[ercnerd]

[I killed them.

His thought answers immediately. The spoken words take a few moments.]

. . . I was careless. They were supposed to be immortal, but my mistake cost them their lives.

[feytality]

[ putting her hand on one of his well defined and lovingly drawn buff arms

[ waiting for him to talk more about it if he wants ]